Soul Fragments 

I have told myself Time and time again When I see another's life Full of beauty, vibrancy, and success, That it isn't for me. That a rich and full healthy life Is not for me. I am other. I am broken. I am used up. I am ... No. I say no to this voice.... Continue Reading →

The lost and found girl 

THE LOST AND FOUND GIRL: I have recently discovered that I am on the Autism Spectrum. I am 35 years old. I am sure that many of you can imagine what a change such a realization would bring to someone. My entire world view has been flipped on its head. I have struggled socially all... Continue Reading →

Music

Music was my first love. It helped me to anchor in a world that I felt lost in. I started playing the piano when I was five years old. I was trained in green music, a Japanese method in which the student plays back what they hear instead of reading music. This was an incredible... Continue Reading →

About This Blog

I wanted there to be somewhere I could exist as all of me. I made this site for all the facets of myself. THE LOST AND FOUND GIRL: I have recently discovered that I am on the Autism Spectrum. I am 35 years old. I am sure that many of you can imagine what a... Continue Reading →

Thrive 

I've got a ceaseless  Desire to thrive, To come out of hell More alive  Than dead, Full of hope, more  Than dread. I want to build the foundation Over again. I want to smooth all the wrinkles In my timeline And fill each  Splendiferous crack with  Sparkling golden wonder. I am the flame that once... Continue Reading →

Yes

Life is so much more lovely when we have faith and trust in love, but in a world that taught us the wrong version of love, or that the opposite was true, it came be very very hard to trust love. And not only that, it can be hard to think that love is even... Continue Reading →

The Tigers Way

There is a such a place Within my heart Where the mother wound Thrives And on days That celebrate Mother My heart cries, Derision to this day, A farce, A lie! Mother does not mean to me What it does to many. Or at least that is what I used to cry, Mother, oh mother,... Continue Reading →

The Dance Of The Shadow Walker

My emotions are waves Like the tide. I am the flow; the ebb of the tide. I am the water, frozen, liquid, never ceasing and ever changing. Don't give up. Don't give in. I can win. This is the process; life and death and life again. The darkness does not scare me. I am not... Continue Reading →

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